No idea what is keeping me from doing it, even though it may be a simple question "how are you?" is so difficult to come out from my mouth. I guess is this self built obstacle I created over this few months, the distance is getting further, there wasn't any effort put in, even though I said we should keep in contact or perhaps is the fact that I fear the conversation will ends as soon as you reply me, and I really don't want that to happen. As a friend, I genuinely want to know what happened recently. I may not be the best person to give you great advice or comfort you , but I really hope you will feel better.
